J Forrest. Im slowly rising to the top. Running from the past, walking toward the future. You'll hear my name again.
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i need this.    college doesn’t matter…family doesn’t matter…society’s standards don’t matter. .just take me here. 
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Tumblr seems to be easy to vent too when i know that no one really understands.
   College seems to be a lot different than I once thought. Waste of time? Maybe. Waste of money? Maybe. I haven’t quite figured it out yet. Im so ahead of the game on this music game. Everyone here is just now networking and bullshit. Im not playing a school cafe as a gig, I have paid my dues, I’m ready to get major gigs lined up. 
No one knows my true live talent. Its incredible. Im not being ego driven, its just i have a gift and I’m ready to use it. 
Im tired of making music just for my friends to pat me on the back, and go “Thats great”.
And Im not sure college is what i need.  
Im reazling I’m far more advance intellectually than a lot of people. I can’t help it, but why ignore it. Im tired of giving a fuck honestly. 
But enjoy the ride right?    
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i feel so fucking free  
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we all walk down paths we dont want…to get to something better   
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I’m not one to bitch on a blog, i find it kinda half assing it, or just another place to bitch, but in this case i find it necessary. I’ve out grown nashville. I do things that arent me, i hang out with people, who are great people, but don’t get what i want in life. I don’t wanna just exsist. I wanna make a fucking difference in music. Belmont holds me here, but i doubt myself, is this what i really want? Or is there something better i just cant see yet? I feel guidance from someone up above so much that it freaks me the fuck out. I start doubting myself, and i’m reminded within the hour of how talented i am. Its just hard for me to see at times.   I just need new faces to call home. A place to call mine, and a new life to set me free. 
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