Tumblr seems to be easy to vent too when i know that no one really understands.
College seems to be a lot different than I once thought. Waste of time? Maybe. Waste of money? Maybe. I haven’t quite figured it out yet. Im so ahead of the game on this music game. Everyone here is just now networking and bullshit. Im not playing a school cafe as a gig, I have paid my dues, I’m ready to get major gigs lined up.
No one knows my true live talent. Its incredible. Im not being ego driven, its just i have a gift and I’m ready to use it.
Im tired of making music just for my friends to pat me on the back, and go “Thats great”.
And Im not sure college is what i need.
Im reazling I’m far more advance intellectually than a lot of people. I can’t help it, but why ignore it. Im tired of giving a fuck honestly.
But enjoy the ride right?
- jforrestmusic posted this